Don't Know WTF to Title This........

I don't know why, but right now I'm in one of the weirdest fuckin moods, and have been in one for the majority of the night. Emotionally I'm so numb (sorry Kehn, Vetah and Azriel) towards everyone I love and hold nearest and dearest to my heart. Physically I'm so drained it's not funny, and it's not because of staying up too late. Well. Ok. I lied. It is because I'm staying up too late, but the only reason behind that is because I'm back to the point of my body being so tired while my mind's still racing so fast that I can't get to sleep, until my body's just too damn tired to stay up anymore and it starts saying "Fuck you brain. I'm going to sleep whether you like it or not." Another reason I've been up so late on certain nights is because a friend of mine's going through a really difficult transition, and I've been busy with not only homework, but helping her out as well. I'm also back to the point where I don't feel like eating (and Kehn, please, I don't want to hear one word about it), not to mention, I'm slightly depressed over missing/not being able to see Vetah, Kehn and Azriel (my bf), but luckily, my bf's coming to my college just so we can see each other.
Needless to say I really don't know what's going on with me right now. I've become bitchier than is normal for me, and I'm starting to bite people's heads off without meaning to. I caught myself starting to chew my brother out for the dumbest shit, and without provocation, might I add. It got so bad that when I talked to him this morning, I started screaming "I HATE IT WHEN I FUCKIN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I really don't know what's going on.....SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe I'm losing what little sanity I actually had left. Maybe I should just be locked in a psych ward. Who knows anymore, cuz I sure as hell don't..........