Complicated Life
Oi ve. My life just continues to get more and more complicated as each day goes by. Tonight, by chance, I had the opportunity to talk to my ex-b/f, which I took, btw. And the conversation turned out to be quite interesting... The moral of the story, so to speak, is that he still loves me, despite how badly I hurt him last month. I have to admit....I'm really shocked to find that out. I honestly thought he'd hate me forever for what I did, but as it turns out, I was wrong. Needless, to say, I found out a guy I know and believed had a crush on me does indeed have a crush on me. I just don't know what to say to some of the things he's told me; my lack of speech due to my complete and utter shock and amazement. Next in line comes an extremely good friend of mine who's been waiting for me to break up with my now ex-b/f to have his fun with me, and I'd be lying if I said I haven't been waiting for this opportunity myself. Only problem is, now that I'm available, he's NOT. Go figure......
So because of these 3 men, my life has become more complicated than I ever dreamed it would. I now have no idea what to do.... I've only been single for a little over a month, and I'm rather enjoying my freedom. All I can say is that I'm not EVER going back out with my ex, I'm not making any major decisions concerning the guy with his crush on me until I get to know him better, and I'm going to take whatever chance I can to get the guy I've wanted "out of my system".
So because of these 3 men, my life has become more complicated than I ever dreamed it would. I now have no idea what to do.... I've only been single for a little over a month, and I'm rather enjoying my freedom. All I can say is that I'm not EVER going back out with my ex, I'm not making any major decisions concerning the guy with his crush on me until I get to know him better, and I'm going to take whatever chance I can to get the guy I've wanted "out of my system".
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