With All My Heart, Mind, Soul & Body.....
God! I'm too excited about my engagement, but I just can't HELP IT!!!!!!!!!! I love Az so much it hurts. I'm to the point where I miss him so much I can't get to sleep without listening to the mixed CD he made me. There are so many songs on there that say the words I just can't seem to find in order to tell him EXACTLY how much I love him.... The night he proposed, it all seemed like just a dream. I was still so shocked that I screamed "PLEASE LET THIS BE REAL! PLEASE DON'T LET THIS BE SOMETHING THAT JUST VANISHES WHEN I WAKE UP!!!! I WANT THIS TO BE REAL!!" Aerosmith's "I Don't Want To Miss A Thing" is one of the songs on the CD, and I put it on repeat. All I could do in the 30-40 mins it took me to get to sleep was cry and scream, cry and scream.
Lately, things have been falling into place for Az and I; issues that have once been problems we've addressed and conquered, and I can only hope my big brother begins to understand how much I love Az, and that I would never willingly hurt him.....
Az, I love you with everything I am and have....I know we've only known each other 3 1/2 years, and we've only been dating under 2 months, but I've fallen so hard for you that's there's nothing I can do about it, except only continue to fall even more in love with you with each and every passing day. I can't stand being without you, although I know I must be patient about this...but unfortunately, patience is my greatest weakness.... I can't wait until I can fall asleep in your arms every night, wake up every morning beside you, and never have to leave your side except when either of us have to work.... I want nothing more than to be with you right now, sleeping beside you with your arm draped over my side, and the only thing keeping me sane is knowing that the time for that is coming, and that we have less than a year to wait.... Seeing as it's already difficult to be without you, I honestly don't know HOW we're going to make it, especially ME...but I know WE can do it. I may despise waiting, but as I told you so many times before, I'm willing to endure ANY amount of hell, just to be with you...to be your wife...
I miss you. Every day that passes I feel as though another piece of me is dying, and the sad thing is, because of the distance and my finances I know there's not a DAMN thing I can do about it.... I know you want to help, but unfortunately you can't.
Az, you make me happier than I've ever been before. I'm not used to being THIS happy, and because of that, I sit here waiting for the other shoe to drop, waiting for the depression, the unhappiness, the anger and frustration and all the other negative emotions I've known for so long to come rushing back. When I'm with you, all those feelings melt away and are replaced by peace, calmness, love and joy.....matter of fact, both of "us" are so happy we still can't believe how much we're loved...
Thank you, Az. I thought I knew what love felt like, but you've proven that true love extends way beyond what I ever knew........
I just wanted to let you know that this song says EXACTLY how I feel about you....and this is the song I'd like to be played during our actual wedding ceremony....
AEROSMITH- "I Don't Want To Miss A Thing"
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing
I love you with all my heart, mind, soul and body, Az, and I absolutely CANNOT wait to be your wife...
Lately, things have been falling into place for Az and I; issues that have once been problems we've addressed and conquered, and I can only hope my big brother begins to understand how much I love Az, and that I would never willingly hurt him.....
Az, I love you with everything I am and have....I know we've only known each other 3 1/2 years, and we've only been dating under 2 months, but I've fallen so hard for you that's there's nothing I can do about it, except only continue to fall even more in love with you with each and every passing day. I can't stand being without you, although I know I must be patient about this...but unfortunately, patience is my greatest weakness.... I can't wait until I can fall asleep in your arms every night, wake up every morning beside you, and never have to leave your side except when either of us have to work.... I want nothing more than to be with you right now, sleeping beside you with your arm draped over my side, and the only thing keeping me sane is knowing that the time for that is coming, and that we have less than a year to wait.... Seeing as it's already difficult to be without you, I honestly don't know HOW we're going to make it, especially ME...but I know WE can do it. I may despise waiting, but as I told you so many times before, I'm willing to endure ANY amount of hell, just to be with you...to be your wife...
I miss you. Every day that passes I feel as though another piece of me is dying, and the sad thing is, because of the distance and my finances I know there's not a DAMN thing I can do about it.... I know you want to help, but unfortunately you can't.
Az, you make me happier than I've ever been before. I'm not used to being THIS happy, and because of that, I sit here waiting for the other shoe to drop, waiting for the depression, the unhappiness, the anger and frustration and all the other negative emotions I've known for so long to come rushing back. When I'm with you, all those feelings melt away and are replaced by peace, calmness, love and joy.....matter of fact, both of "us" are so happy we still can't believe how much we're loved...
Thank you, Az. I thought I knew what love felt like, but you've proven that true love extends way beyond what I ever knew........
I just wanted to let you know that this song says EXACTLY how I feel about you....and this is the song I'd like to be played during our actual wedding ceremony....
AEROSMITH- "I Don't Want To Miss A Thing"
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing
I love you with all my heart, mind, soul and body, Az, and I absolutely CANNOT wait to be your wife...
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