Purged

Well, I am now able to admit that I have finally purged myself of the guilt I felt for breaking up with you. That is one point of control I have finally and completely taken back from you. I wanted to tell you this, in case you continue reading my blog as I believe you will, that these are my final words to you:
My greatest wish for you is that you find true happiness, since I'm no longer up to the task. I know you loved me deeply, and I know you'll try and say that if I truly wanted your happiness I would have stayed with you, but *sigh* that wasn't possible, and despite what you say, I'm sure you'll find someone who's even more perfect for you than I EVER was. It will take time, but I'm sure it will come to pass. I'm sorry things ended this way, but again, you forced my hand, and I can't help the fact you didn't like what cards I dealt you. You and I both knew this event was long in coming, and that sooner or later the shit was going to hit the fan. I was sick of leading you on, because it only allowed you to entertain ideas concerning the possibility of a future with me. I warned you that this time felt different; I couldn't explain it, but I just knew it.
I also wanted to point out the major exaggeration from your blog:
I've been used for seven years to get her what she wanted from me and now she does not need it.
That's not true, nor has it ever been true. I truly did love you all those years, but the way and the extent of how you pushed me away this time was most deffinitely the "straw that broke the camel's back," so to speak. I will congratulate you when you stated I didn't need you. I never once intended or wanted that to happen, let alone become true, yet it did.
I'm going to stay out of your life, considering I know how much seeing me would eat you alive. So I'll spare you any further pain and I will make sure your things are returned as soon as possible.
So good bye, and good luck.....