Just Wanted You To Know

I was listening to this song last night, when I realized how easy it is for be to be so cold, how easy it is for me to be so numb. The lyrics from this song that fit me best are:
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
I HAVE stopped the pain. I HAVE willed it all away. I really am numb, and I wanted you to know that. I feel NOTHING right now, not one damn thing. You may have cut me with your remarks, but my wounds heal quickly. Those comments are to me now nothing but a memory. And as for hurting you, you were the one who taught me how to verbally arm myself and how to wield my words against you to get what I wanted. It all comes down to "monkey see, monkey do." I only used what I learned. So I guess you can pat yourself on your back, for you taught me well.
I have to admit. I'm suprised you even had the balls to outright call me a whore, and on this site, might I add. But I'm not suprised to see that my sis knocked you down a peg or two. One thing you underestimated about me is this, so learn it quick, and learn it now: LOYALTY. I'm in their circle now, and they protect me as one of thier own, just as I'd do for them.
In other words, from now on, you mess with me and you're not just messing with me, but with them as well....