*Deep sigh* For the first time in days I finally feel like I've got my emotions under control. For the first time in days I actually haven't cried like a baby, making myself appear a fool in front of everyone I know. For the first time in days I haven't felt terrified by practically everything I could possibly think of. And it feels great.
For the first time in weeks I finally got to hang out with Sessome, my best friend, now that my little bro Lee's gone. We're both going through so much shit right now that just talking to each other has "calmed us both down." The sad thing is, we both seem to have issues with the most important guys in our lives. It kind of reminds me of a country song I once heard: "Men. You can't live with'em and ya just can't shoot'em. Men." Grr. Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like without them, and unfortunately, I think Sess is wondering the same thing...